Getting to Know You

Oh no, he’s on about music again. Can’t he write about something else in his blog?

Well, yes I can and do but as music is so often how I connect with Mum in a meaningful way, it’s natural that it often features here.

The title of this post comes from a song Mum and I sang together on Tuesday when I called in to see her. I remember watching the film of The King and I with Mum when I was a child. She loved the music and would sing or hum along. When I made a playlist on my phone for Mum and I to enjoy, I included several songs from musicals and Getting to Know You was one. It’s a song in which she needs little prompting and as we sang on Tuesday, I thought about the words:

Getting to know you,

Getting to know all about you.

Getting to like you,

Getting to hope you like me.

(Publisher: Williamson Music. Songwriters: Oscar Hammerstein II and Richard Rodgers)

Hardly the most profound lyric in the history of popular music but despite having known Mum for almost 50 years, I am getting to know a different Mum in 2014. It’s a Mum who still knows and loves me, even though sometimes it can take a heartbeat or two for her to place the face. Never mind. On Tuesday, she told one of the residents:

“He’s my son.”

My heart leapt. Later, as we looked at some photos, she didn’t seem to recognise my Dad (heart sinks back) but then she pointed and identified Pam, her cousin. Knowing Mum today is not taking anything for granted, not underestimating but not expecting either. It’s a new relationship, one in which we smile and laugh a lot, usually when we sing. 

Getting to know the person, not the dementia, might seem obvious but it’s easy to be sucked into talking about the condition rather than the human living with it. As they say, when you know one person with dementia, you know one person with dementia. 

The Mum I’m getting to know now might not be the Mum I grew up with but….she’s still my

Mum.

.Image 

c.20th Century Fox.

Advertisements
This entry was posted in Uncategorized. Bookmark the permalink.

3 Responses to Getting to Know You

  1. diane says:

    Sometimes I find the dementia overwhelms me, I forget to enjoy & appreciate my Dad’s good days; thanks for reminding me he’s still the man who polished our shoes,supported my brothers & myself through our lives, & most importantly introduced us to his beloved LFC – even if one brother turned into a ‘bluenose’ – we don’t talk about him!

    • Thanks Diane. Our parents influence us so much. My family have given me a life of supporting West Brom. I’m not always sure I should be thankful for that!
      It’s so important to celebrate what remains instead of mourning what’s gone but it isn’t always easy.
      Stay strong.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s